its jOs...

im hungry
but i just ate
2 hours ago...
cereal w/soy milk.. yummy
im annoyed
for no reason...
atleast i can pinpoint one...
i feel worthless
but why?
maybe becuase...
i do the same thing everyday
i see the same things everyday
i am the same everyday
why?
i want to change
no
i want to make a change
no
i want to lead change
not within myself
but
within this generation
my generation
generation apathy
i was born into the wrong decade
or was i?
i was born into the wrong family
or was i?
i was definitely born
but why?
what for?
what im i supposed to do?
how am i supposed to help?
what am i supposed to teach?
and
to whom?
maybe i just need a job?
well i know i do
but...
who wants to hire a young college educated girl anymore?
thats so untrendy
so uncool
so unrealisitc
what am i thinking
a college degree means nothing
most of the richest people in the world dont have them
why high schools convince teens to go to college to get a degree to get a high paying job?
why do teens believe that crap?
what the fuck is wrong with everyone?
college degree = umm nothing?
or maybe im the delusional
crazy
way out there
unemployable
fool
with too much desire
and
too much knowldge
???
im thursty
im mad
im sad
im
im
im jOs
and
this post is a great introduction to me
i think
i didnt read it back yet
i dont think i will either
no spell check either
spell check is for wimps
peace out-