Sunday, April 23, 2006 

salary??

i cant yell about not having a job anymore...
but i can bitch about salarys
and i will...
people my age, 23, almost 24
make nothing...
as a whole that is
20 year olds with no college education working as managers
at hot topic
claires
and other mall chains
make the same $$$ if not more then me
but also 25 year olds with bachelors degrees
over 6 years working experience
salary= about 12$hr
wtf is wrong with this?
yes we all know u cant really live on min wage
but you also cant live on 5$hr more
typical salary for college grad(non busniness field) $500 week under 30k year
typical expenses for college grad=
rent= $500+ month (if u have roomate)
car ins= about $100
car payment= $350+
food= $400+
utilities=$100-$200
cred card mins=$50-$300+ (what college student didnt use one?)
ok we are at what is brought in now...
wheres money for gas?
how about to pay student loans?
clothes to wear to work?

do i have a point?
am i wrong?
should i be glad i at least make some money?
even though i make about 500 a month less then my bills
could it be worse?
hell yes
i do make more $ then many but i also have more expensies then many
i went to school because i was told i needed too in order to get a good job
the job i have now doesnt require a degree
the last one didnt either
postal employee, salary=35-45k plays with paper all day
emt salary= under 30k, they play with peoples lives all day
baseball player slalary= millions, plays with balls all day
teacher salary= make 30k if lucky, plays with you kids all day
salaries are FUCKED UP
our country is fucked up
what we value is fucked up
and
im fed up
i dont wish4 millions
or 100's of thousands
jsut for something liveable
i just need to know that i invested 100k for school
and that im investing further for a reason
i mean
i just want 30k a year
a dog
an apartment more then 500sq ft
at least a few 100 in checking
instead of a few 1's
is that so much to ask?



Friday, April 21, 2006 

gas

gas
rhymes with ass
i feel like an ass
for having a turbo that is
and paying for 93oct
3.55 gal
its a joke
a cover up
a fraud
a conspiracy
we have had tech to develope more hybrids
more clean
more biodisel
more hydrogen
cars

4
many years
u cant fool me
i know the lies
mr president
u dont even deserve that title
u r discracing it
u discrased our country
impeach
clinton gets impeached 4 getting a blow job
u get to discriminate
u kill
u destroy environemnt
nothing happens

something is wrong people
open u fucking eyes

Monday, April 17, 2006 

asheville

asheville
never really heard of it until this afternoon
now i know so much
ive got all the details
ive studied all the schools
ive evne applied
i get so carried away sometimes
its in the mountians
its progressive
its "friendly"
its green
its alot of things all rolled into one
they have protests
they hate bush too
they hate the war
it seems like it could be the new home weve been searching for
anyone know anything abbout it???????

Tuesday, April 11, 2006 

tomkitten

Ok ... Katie Holmes
Tom Crusie
TomKat
Tomkitten
what ever the fuck it is is OUT OF CONTROL
katie can't make noise during child birth, with out drugs, humm ok accept that
its fucking weird but its ok its a belief
but now we hear that she cant talk to her baby for 7 days?
what the fuck is that about?
that is fucking insanity
the baby will associate her voice with trama?
ARE Y O U F U C K I N G kidding me?
that is the most rediculous thing i have heard in years
this is fucking insane
someone save katie
she is brainwashed
she is controled
she is abused
she is drugged
oh wait they dont believe in drugs
i dont even think shes pregnant
shes been "pregnant" for 59 weeks
ahhhhhhha

what is this world comming 2?

Monday, April 10, 2006 

bush-hole

Some Facts about the president...
my commentary is in RED...

Bush is the first president in U.S. history to enter office with a criminal record.- oh thats nice aint it? a man with a criminal record, a former president for a father and lots of $$$ can be president but a man with a criminal record, no former famous daddy and no $$$ cant get a 10$hr job becasue of his criminal record... how does this make sense? thats right it doesnt

In his first two years in office, over 2 million Americans lost their jobs. yeah tell me about it, i have a FUCKING Bachelors degree and i cant get a retail 8$hr job

Shattered record for biggest annual deficit in history.- fuck face

Set all-time record for biggest drop in the history of the stock market.- of course he would do that

Cut the taxes of the wealthiest people in America (those making over $200,000 a year).- thats nice, give your friends a break, what a nice man

Members of Bush Administration are the richest administration in history.-duh!

First year in office set the all-time record for most days on vacation by any president in U.S. history.-no wonder nothing got done...

Cut unemployment benefits for more out-of-work Americans than any president in U.S. history.-very fitting, goes along very well with the 2million out of work americans

Dissolved more international treaties than any president in U.S. history.- what a moron...

Set the all-time record for biggest annual budget spending increases.- yeah on his V A C A T I O N S

First president in U.S. history to attack a sovereign nation against the will of the United Nations and the world community.- again, What a moron

Took the biggest world sympathy for the U.S. after 9/11, and in less than a year, made the U.S. the most resented country in the world.
- its like hes trying to FUCK us

Saturday, April 08, 2006 

Pink

Pink
she has a new CD
with new songs
one is amazing
its called Dr. Mr. President
its the only one i've heard
besides Stupid Girls
its with the Indigo Girls
i never liked her
Pink that is
met her once
we have the same birthday
maybe thats why i never liked her
i donno...
why is the news so negative?
all news
local news
newborn found dead at dump
middle skool teacher arrested for 6 accounts of sex abuse
coyote in the park
even the freeking weather
ok on this dab but watch out for the horrible rain and winds
it gets worse everyday...

do yourself a favor and listen to Pink
just this one song

Dear Mr. President
Come take a walk with me
Let's pretend we're just two people and
You're not better than me
I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly

What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street
Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep
What do you feel when you look in the mirror
Are you proud

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye
And tell me why

Dear Mr. President
Were you a lonely boy
Are you a lonely boy
Are you a lonely boy
How can you say
No child is left behind
We're not dumb and we're not blind
They're all sitting in your cells
While you pay the road to hell

What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away
And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay
I can only imagine what the first lady has to say
You've come a long way from whiskey and cocaine

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye

Let me tell you bout hard work
Minimum wage with a baby on the way
Let me tell you bout hard work
Rebuilding your house after the bombs took them away
Let me tell you bout hard work
Building a bed out of a cardboard box
Let me tell you bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
You don't know nothing bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
Oh

How do you sleep at night
How do you walk with your head held high
Dear Mr. President
You'd never take a walk with me
Would you

lets see how long it takes before she gets censored...




Wednesday, April 05, 2006 

again


another
again
today

1 last time
something real to say
no more obsessing
no more ideals

no wishing

just truth

the truth is that i have a yearing

not a desire

not lust
nothing sexual

purley educational
but not in the sense of school
just on the track of learning
i learn from you
i know you can learn from me


people are reencarted in groups
groups repete
i knew you before
its sounds bizzare
but thats the only reasonable thing

it makes all too much sense
im not sure in what context
but
i know it

i feel it

i see it

i hear it

me and my camera
yearn for a shot to shoot you
to capture that thing ive been seeking
for years
looking inside me to find the answers when they are inside you
you hold the key


Tuesday, April 04, 2006 

she cant

she wants to kill him i wouldnt mind but she can go to jail... id be lost with out her id be a train wreck a mass causality broken not that im not already well im reconstructed i have a rebuild title
but she cant do it
but i cant control her
her anger is amazing
she is more mad then i
she is more hurt then i am
it doesnt add up
nothing adds up to me
maybe i think too much
i over analyze
i put too much into it
to everything
i invest 100 million
and
get back
1 dollar
is this really happening
is this my reality
what did i do to deserve this
to deserve her
i must have suffered in a past life
for her as my reward now
but then what about before
before her
the suffering
the pain
the agony
what did i do to deserve that
i must have killed in another past life
i must have done something so horrible
in order for what happened to happen
how can one persons life be so bad yet good
the first 20 something years ripped from a novel
stolen from a script
a lifetime tv drama
a tragic tale with the wrong ending
she wants to hurt him
i cant let her
i cant risk it
risk more loss
risk more pain
she cant




 

what the fuck?

What the fuck is wrong with people?
what the fuck is wrong with my family?
why are they so racisit?
so closed minded?
so one sided?
how the hell did i turn out the way i am?
how come im not a racisit blabbering rebublican bush loving fool?
how come im not on drugs?
how come im not dead?
i should be dead after everthing ive been through and everthing ive seen
why do i still act the way i do?
why am i still caring?
how come im not bitter?
how come i dont self medicate?
it doesnt make sense
it doesnt add up
i dont think like them
i dont act like them
i dont even look like them
well maybe a little...
i should be alot of things
i was rasied and trained to be something im not
why?
does any one know?


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its jOs...: April 2006